Not Cancer!!!!! :)

I'm sorry I haven't been back. I've been busy catching up on housework which I'm still working on. All this stuff has piled on since my surgery and the days that I haven't been able to do anything. Top that off with a week of running around getting kids to practices it's hard to get anything done.

My results came back with no cancer at all! Woo hoo! I'm so excited. I can't write out exactly what he called the lump but it was basically a solid lump. He said that I could expect more probably. If they aren't taken out they could turn into cancer so I'm supposed to stay on top of it and keep doing self exams. I read while I was waiting on the doctor that a lot of physicians don't suggest doing self exams anymore. WTH?!! Please, PLEASE do self exams. You'll know exactly when something changes and it could mean the difference between a simple surgery or a whole regimen of treatment for cancer!! The faster you find something different the better. I messed up with mine and waited to long to get it checked out but in the end it ended up being fine. :)

Now, I know I promised a pic of the new haircut. Here it is: I need to dye my hair again. The cut looks good but the color sucks! ;) Also notice that I do not have glasses on. Jeremy told me I could get contacts for my birthday. I only have the one pair that are in but going in on Friday (I think) to order more. I love them! :)

This child never shuts up! hahaha She got up from her nap and I heard Mama, mama I bet 10 times in 5 mins. I love her though. :)
These next two pictures is what happens when you try to get a cat and a 2 yr old in the same picture. Do you think they care that momma wants a picture? haha

Waiting on results...

Well, I went to the hospital today. Had the surgery which was horrible, pain wise. It all turned out ok though. They got it out. Said it felt like a BB. It was the size of a pea. He said that it did not look like it was cancer but we'll have to wait for the pathology reports to come back to know for sure. So we're holding on to that. Ok that's the jist of it right now. I'm hurting so I'm going to go lay down for a little while with a heating pad. My sister is going to rent some movies for me. :)

Thanks for the prayers and good thoughts!

I've come to be at peace...

This will be my last entry on what's going on with me till after I'm ready to update on Friday. I'll still write about the kiddos or something else till then. I've came to terms with this. I'm no longer scared of diagnosis. I'm more concerned with the pain involved. I prayed and prayed the other night. I know that either way this goes I will be alright. If it goes wrong, then I'll be upset but I'll pick myself back up and move on to treatment. I trust that God has a reason for this, and I'll face this trial head on. He knows more than I do, so who am I to argue with him? Continued prayers are always appreciated.

Why is it that when you have something on your mind you tend to see it more often? Are you looking for it even subconsciously? I guess so though. Everywhere I go I see the word Cancer. Everywhere. It doesn't help that we're getting close to Relay for Life here. There are signs out everywhere in the county I live in. Even the TV commercials have more about cancer in them. We were watching tv last night while Jeremy was eating dinner and in one commercial time slot there were 3 or 4 cancer commercials.

Written I guess just to give an update on how I'm doing plus just putting it down makes me feel better. :) Have a happy Humpday!! :)